hello readers!! :)
so angry yesterday can!!>?
stupid idiot lecturer
damn her,
indirectly say I copy when I did not!
spend 3 days doing it
tho v few hours
she say I copy!
WTH!?
&& I didn't
not as if I did copy right!?
ass~
&& she say tele up, i can just barely pass nia!
wth!?
because I dk the concept doesn't mean I can't do right
at least I did see tru the notes nn try to do right!?
bloody hell!
gonna get over with DF fast!

school for only 2 hours ..
back home sleep for 5mins-.-
thanks to someone for calling me
&& ask me to get prepare=.=
all right
left house at 7pm+
to ching house:)
mahjong-ing ! <3
heh!
then blackjack
lose 5bucks! :(
2am++ home :)!
thanks to ching's uncle for sending us all back home! :D
sayonara readers!
weeee~~
JAREN IS MAKING ME FLOWER SOON!
*handmade!*

woke up early morning
prepared myself
and off to go bainian!
haha!
the cheongsam is like a big leh
seriously-.-
haha!!
but overall still quite ok~
10am++ set off to temple
the usual temple
got burn by the joss stick while trying to put them ..=/
almost burn my face too lorh!-.-
cause got one auntie hold the joss stick very low
then I went forward to put the joss stick, almost make till my face/=
ha!
still rememeber last year,
I didn't went to the temple but didn't went in to baibai
cause wearing 5inch
parents scared I fall
plus in there is so squeeze like mad #everyyearthesame
after!
went to waipo house bai nian!
heh!
follow after
to ah ma house bai nian! :)
haha!
still much closer to papa side than mama side /=
around 2pm+ to 3pm+
went home to rest
sleep, etc
so piss off with my internet!
just couldn't let me connect at that time!! :@
set off to RWS at 6pm
change-ed clothing
don't want wear cheong sam uh..
2nd set! :)
HAHAHA!
went to the the flower festival
gosh!
it's so pretty
pretty pretty nice~
all made of flowers leh!
shall upload the photos on my FB soon!
teeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeee
up next
set off to geylang for G7!
haha!
I eat so many many lahhhH~
2bowl of rice and 1 bowl of porridge/=
fat fat fat fat fat!
eat more than korkor somemore/=
like for the first time !
*tsk*
then back home
&& here I am
ha!
sayonara readers~
tomorrow going 2nd aunt house(mum side)
shall go and off asap
hmmm~
told korkor to bring me off along
don't throw me alone there
ha!
around 2pm+ should be back home:)

Hello readers:)
Happy CNY eve!!
woooooooo~
lol/=
today was a busy day
LOL!
got force to woke up by mama
waited for daddy
the go cemetery bai bai ah gong:)
heh!
after that off to ahma house go reunion lunch!
heh!
I ate for like 1.5hrs/=
rice, noodle, desert, kueh, etcetcetc..
LOL!
sit down there eat nn eat nn eat /=
(:
then went plaza walk walk w mum
then home!:)
bored to death man!
play tetris for an hr + liao!
#gosh
bored bored bored
shall go sleep sleep le
wake up then got part 2
reunion dinner
then rest rest
then off to Chinatown :)
like always, every year..
tomorrow...
hmmm~
*thinking of where to go*
perhaps RWS.. :)
ooooo
my own things haven't complete=/
haven't pain paint my nails
&&=.=
realised once end of CNY holiday
the next following few days busy max
wednesday : practical test
Thursday: presentation
Friday: Project
mad things , so many to do!
=.=
Thursday dk what to do
1) korkor birthday dinner
2) friend house bainian
3) appointment w friend, nt cfm, belated bday celebration
*tsk*
if korkor say he army-ing
mean!!!
woolala~
don't need to headache liao
LOL!!
:P
all right
sayonara readers!
Now, I remember my Birthday as
100 cranes day! :)
HAHAHA!
@jaren :p

hello readers:)
today is
CNY eve eve
so bored~
*tsk*
yesterday went to shop for nails art
&& I've found:)
haha!
done my toe nails
first tryout..
tho it's simple, but good effort!
*laugh*
all right
next up!
gonna go gai gai later lo~
going my workplace for awhile
follow by town area movie-ing !
like enjoying life only
but pathetic
bank $ keep decreasing.
how sad!
oh ya!
gotten first angbao from mum friend yesterday:)
teeeheeeee~
all right!
that's all for now
sayonara readers!
:)

Hello readers:)
awesome yo people
hello!
=-.-
3 hours of break today
so bored
self declare school at 10am
went to did GSM test
all right
whole class was persuading, argue-ing, psycho tcher to give us open book
end up fail
haha!
but tcher gave us answer
accidentally
hahahhaa!!
next up
went to north point to get tickets for movie
within 15 to 30mins
spent 20+ bucks at thefaceshop .. .. ..
then back to school~
all right
DF test
-.-
was openbook
was openinternet
however haha
everyone struggling like a mad
cus it's hard like a mad!
#LOL
all right
that's the end of today
I'm so cold can!?
since I end school till now!!!
maybe later going to go gai gai
I'm so bored
no mood to stay at home too
don't ask me why, i also don't know
either bowling with Alvin or
solo stroll at BPP
#madbored
haven't tidy room /=
haha!
all right
sayonara readers
CNY is nearer~

Hello readers
awesome yo people;)
LOL!
pretty bored day tomorrow
3 hours of break
what to do?
maybe going shopping~
*laugh*
today~
HM!
2 hours lesson of OOP become 30mins of lesson
haha!
awesome yo?
cool yo?
nap nap for an hour
wanted to study
but haha!
/=
play play play , slack slack slack!
all right then
just hope that tomorrow I wouldn't fail
infact I'll pass.
hope she change mind say
OPEN BOOK!
because I' got copy notes :P
I would like to thanks this 93 guy
JAREN HO!
haha!
for willing to spare me his ears
he stated: "Your listening ears everyday free de"
so nice of him!
thanks man
93 FTW~


while copying
I'm stalking my own blog
saw tons nn tons of memories
esp the one that have the 3 of us
Joshua,Evangeline and YiTing.
still remember how we met,
how we started a conver,
etcetcetc.
till now~
*tsk*
so many many many differences from then
I hope this bonding of us will go on and on! :)

We are not enemies, but friends.
We must not be enemies.
Though passion may have strained, it must not break our bonds of affection.
The mystic cords of memory will swell when again touched as surely they will be by the better angels of our nature.
~Abraham Lincoln

sayonara readers:)
I WANT LEARN YOGA! waited for 3 years :( till now no people yet
my friend so busy-.-

dreams: I want to swim with dolphin one day

hello readers
idk what to blog
but I'm here blogging-.-
LOL!
I'm so sleepy!
oh yea!!
later 18Jan!!
there'll be sales in NYP
do come and support me! :D
*laugh*
sayonara readers
awaiting for my handmade flower by Jaren
he say will give to me before exam,
he need more time to make
&&
100 cranes from him too!
receiving on 18Feb :)
*awesome*
THANK YOU JAREN HO 93!
93 FTW~

Hello reader:)
I've bought my cheong sum for CNY le~
wooyea
like finally:D
nightmare
2 days back de night , nightmare
ytd de night, also nightmare
I wonder will I have nightmare today?
Hmmm~?
please don't /=
It's been like how many day since my nightmare?
everyday it's getting worse, scarier and scarier
/=

hm~
was listenign to 987FM while on my way to school
heard them saying that
when a girl is upset, angry, etc
buy them flowers, and they'll forget everything
but I doubt so, not most girl are like that..
they also share about the different meaning of quantity of roses
1 roses: love at first sight, best for for date
3 roses: I love you, best for 1st month
6 roses: infatuation
13 roses: friendship love
15 roses: I am sorry
isn't this awesome
haha!
guys, don't give out roses with he wrong meaning uh~
hahahahaha!
LOL!

sometimes, I'm quite envious of my korkor gf,
idk why, but just so envious
esp, seeing the way he treat her~
*awww*
:)

Hello readers
Spring cleaning day
bad news in he morning.
and it wasn't awesome at all
it's luckily that we are able to able to changes
OIC && AIC :)
&& finally everything have ended
the briefing
the debriefing
I've never once like any of it!
&& I've lack of alot of things
&& alot of things I didn't manage to say out during briefing
so many things that I can improve on
&& I should work on my SOLO & HWSLL
new event is waiting for me now
Club crawl~
working together with Joel.W
luckily I'm ain't the OIC!
*phew*
&& ya, tru this event
I learn how to clean-.-
cause I don't clean at my house
&& the flat that I went to was pretty quite..
yea!
so Idk where to start off, how to clean, what to clean,etc
/=

Today event have been a nightmare for me now
yes! A nightmare indeed
*die*
while on my way home, sleeping in he MRT,
I dreamt of the event,
it was the groupings part,
group who nn who,etc
and when I'm having my nap
&& I dreamt of the whole event
esp the part where I'm doing briefing and debriefing
I didn't know that this event can have such a big impact on me
never did I want it to!
I didn't I', really too stress over it..
please don't let me handle anymore event
I'm just so afraid of it now
&& I hope there willl be no more nightmare anymore!!
:'(

Wish to be my own role, publicity
so peaceful~
that's all
no more else, thanks! /=

TOMORROW SHALL GO SHOPPING!
deserve a small little break, perhaps!

hello readers!
:)
everyday is just so FML!
yesterday was my laptop
&& stuff
so sucky~!!
can I get over with 2012 asap
BUT!
it's just only the 13th day!
I want to go shopping on Sunday!
:)
shall see how things go..
projects still on hand.
one more new one ~
*die*
video editing is killing me!
I swear!!
:'(
sian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everyday burning midnight oil
tryign to complete the video
sleep around 2+ 3
#patheticLife

so not looking forward to tomorrow !
:(
so many things I've never done before
&& I'm going to do tomorrow!
yes! tomorrow!!
briefing && 2 debriefing
I've never done this
&& never speak up before infront of anyone
simply hope that tomorrow don't come so fast
I'm afraid
I want to U-turn
but can I?
#sigh
I'm so stress now!!
:'(

Hello readers!
all right!
I'm just not in the mood previously
when I'm home till now
I guess, I miss my Xperia Mini Pro much
*sigh*
but oh well
what's next man!-.-
an email read is killing me/=
I'm so sorry to say this
but YES! it did.
I'm so tired
can I have a break /=
so sorry!
Project pile-ing up
Test pile-ing up next week onwards
ALL && ALL!
I've to crack brain cells for my CCA now~
#gosh
I've so little time yet so much things to do..
tomorrow have to submit draft video for lecturer
so he can tell us what to improve on
saturday is the event
I've so many things undone
brief, debrief, do/don't , all haven't think
everyday is a suffer!
#sigh
wanted to blog more
but I'm totally no mood at all
first, my mood already down
now, my mood worst!
sayonara readers
Hi midnight oil
I'm going to burn you today
allow me will you..
though I'm sleepy
but I've no choice
poly life is just so torturing!
Thanks ShiYong && Joel for hearing me 'pour' out everything

Hello readers
all right
again the 3 letters
by know should know what liao
early in the morning mood jitao spoilt
thanks to ...................
all right, don't want to talk about it anymore!
I just do my part and that its
freezing in lecture nn tutorial like a mad!
knee got cut for idk what reason!
leg bang/ scratch the table, skin tear
simply just SO ***!
I just don't like 2012
I'm just unlucky all right!
how many bad things liao!
this and that, this and that!
just so upset, angry,piss, idk, all sort of emotions!
haven't been really smiling since that day all those bad things happen
haven't been really laughing since 2012
what to do, just so sucky!
:'(
wisdom tooth hurting like mad now
wonder saturday how do I speak out
with my tooth like that and with unclear info coming out from my mouth!?
*sigh*
since how many days?
when the last day, a good thing happen to me
all / almost all of them is BAD!
just so BAD!
I'm so moody
I'm so moodless
I'm so sad
I'm so so many emotions!
:'(
sayonara readers
craving for cheesecake && beancurb
woo! quite a extreme long while since I last touch cheesecake.
a year? I think have wor.. /=
or a year ++ /+
*can't remember*

Hello readers! :)
I MISS MY XPERIA MINI PRO JUST SO MUCH!! :'(
please return to me
2012 is just FML!
yea, simply just so FML all right~
1) Warning Letter
2) Money got stolen
3) Handphone, 4months old got stolen
4) Too stupid enough to never put phone tracker
5) Quarrel with irritating ass, machiam everyday!
6) Fail O Level once again
7) got said by Dad for idk why
8) data plan don't work!
9) wisdom tooth back aching again
10) there's still much much more (can't remember,cause too much)

sigh!
what a year to start with!
seriously it's hell!!
I don't like it at all
now!
so many projects on hand
due date is just next week or 2 weeks later!
my this week plan is pack ttm!
tomorrow Primers meeting, planning for saturday
wednesday social enterprise till 5pm! back home ultra late
thursday , friday filming comm skills , hope can finish
seeeee! pack like mad!
idk what to do,
can I or can't I cope?

*sigh*
O Level result like shit
make no difference as last year
daddy super disappointed(?),upset(?),angry(?)
idk! it's the second time seeing him react this way!
I'm just so sucky all right
fail to be the daughter that he always wanted
high hopes on me yet always being disappointed!
[bangwall]
fml 2012 all right! ihateitttm! :'(
can I have a break from primers /=

just need a little small corner
just need to keep the surrounding silent
just wish to hear myself out
just wish to cry to myself deeply
cry out all the sorrow that I have
what a NICE year to start with!

Whenever friends down,I'm there to comfort them
Whenever I'm down, I still have to comfort them, hiding myself, showing that I'm all right..

Just want to MIA for few days, or maybe a few weeks~
maybe will be back before CNY

all right ,sayonara readers!
I'm not in the mood to say anything
just feel like crying!

FYI!
I fail to be a daughter
I fail to be a student
I fail to be myself
I fail to be everything
and I fail to do everything!
#failureforever

MIA-ING SOON!

hello readers! :D
schooooool officially end! :D
as in lesson
*laugh*
awesome to be back home in the afternoon~
just like yesterday~
dislike school to end 5/6pm!
haha!
cause back home dark lioa~
all right, stop this crap!
HM!
school was pretty bored as usual
comm skills today~
split into group and was to write a topic
we wrote "My life in NYP"
LOL!
it was hilarious
first sentence " my life in NYP was a torture"
further sentence I wouldn't state, abit bad/=
in conclusion .....
tcher dun allow us to say finish, cut us off the last sentence
*laugh*
J8 Pasta Mania for lunch~
back in school watch Wushu performance
well done YunQuan
it was awesome yo~
OOP lesson was simple than previous
but I still don't catch what he say
after school~
back home!
wanted to go SP & NP to collect goodie bag
BUT like a no mood for it
cause after having a look at SP bag
LOL!
a lil not interested liao =/
phone jam yesterday due to large number of sms were being sent
&& phone drop today
*ouch*
*tsk*
I realised it been a long time since I "turn on" this laulan(LL) character liao /=
but unfortunately ... ... ...... (:
all right!
sayonara readers:)
gonna deliver theirs dust cover to geoklan later
Tomorrow night open house! (:
daddy gonna fetch me
WOOooooo!
Cody Simpson - Angel
A very sweet song <3

hamha!
yoyo readers!
awesome max?
NO!-.-
today 2nd day of school
gosh!
still so tired
....
late for school today
didn't heard my alarm ring laaa~ =.=
all right!
finally flash love me
like finally u knw!!!
haha!
*tsk*
Flash, I waited for so long for you to love me!!
late but follow the notes today
managed to catch up with tcher
tho he like plane so fast!!=.=
aha!
but he did pause nn wait la~
nn did helped me quite a few times=/
i think he know I quite blur
so always when ask any question class?
then will look at me
HAHA!
but flash!
I hope you can love me more
oh!
today he was say" flash don't like me today"
then I reply to myself" flash don't like me everyday"
haha, but today
it choose to LOVE ME:)
all right
stop all this crap!
after school
meeting!
next up
train to POMO
to get my hello kitty member card
have to spend $20
so anyhow got smth!-.-
cause gg expire liao lo~
the things there quite ex so quite difficult to find price around $20
soooo~
after that home! :)
nn here I'm blogging
shall stop
plenty of things awaiting for me to do you know~
much much much more~
#gosh#
sayonara readers
oh!
have to thanks JAREN for everytime sit in for my meeting
"guiding" me

在我最需要你的时候，希望你会陪伴着我。
在我最想念你的时候，希望你能一直在我身边，一通电话，一个简讯也好。
在我最任性的时候，希望你能用爱，压制着。
在我最失落的时候，希望你能鼓励我，支持我，逗我开心。
在我碰上难关的时候，希望你能陪我一起度过。

hello readers!
totally not awesome yo!
mainly because school starting tomorrow!
YES! tomorrow!
having school blues all right!! /=
so tomorrow school gonna give those
NONONO! I don't want school mood!
haahahaaaaa~
shall talk about today! :)
hmm~
woke up like 12pm++ going 1pm?
lol?
then!
tidying up room
*tsk*
5hours of cleaning!
so goodgirl today!!!
HA!
clearing my wardrobe
so many clothes-.-
LOL!?
&& yea is pile of it-.-
I always thought I not enough.
now even my dress also got alot/=
nn most of them wore less than twice/thrice
after everything is like 6+?
bathe nn prepare to meet my delivery man,Joshua.T
LOL! my beancurb!
*woo*
Thanks(:
always stop my craving for beancurb
LOL!
wonder if I ask him deliver other stuffs , he will a not
HAHAHA!!
#bastardMe /=
idk why,
so moody just now 9+
went down to have a stroll
sitting down
blowing wind
so awesome!
thinking through many things too~
:')
all right!
I shall stop blogging now
&& clear my phone memory
then sleep by 1am!
sayonara readers
school tomorrow at 1am!
projects not done/=
still thinking, what should I choose tmr?
this or that?

Have tried those things that "people(s) [LOL]" told me
but! I can't do it, I can't managed it!
I tried but I can't.
I think those who saw,should know what I mean
THOSE~ :)
*wink*

:'(
feeling emotional since yesterday
have been crying,crying not because of hurtful things
but it purely mainly because imy~
whyisitlikethis? FirstTimeCryBecauseOfAGuythatIMiss=.=
so not good!!
almost cry again earlier on
almost breakdown in front of you
BUT! luckily, I controlled, luckily!:')
idkwhy but istilldkwhyimissyou-.-
#laugh
being emotional is not a good thing!

sweet message sent out, awesome "fu yan" message received
*DISLIKE*

I'M STILL SO MOODY
STILL SO NO MOOD
STILL SO SORT OF SAD
why?anyonecantellme?
;'(